
reposting this from twitter bc it’s making me lose my mind
I stppped volunteering to give you top, because you broke my trust one too many times. Now I’m feeling more uninterested in sex with you due to my insecurities and longer feeling beautiful.
Emotionally & physically
I constantly think about throwing EVEYTHING away, my friendships, relationships, whatever. I could care less as long as nothing is hurting me anymore. So I am not losing sleep over silly things that I could not control.
I don’t speak on my feelings anymore. I’d just have a breakdown all over. I’ve just been going through this by myself.
I don’t know what to think anymore. Why do I have to choose if I want to stay in love eitj you or just lose you.
Why can’t people just be honest from the start? I’m tired off hurting and having a heavy heart.
chainsaw man pv shots x etched art


